I once wept for what I thought I had lost, now I smile for what I know I have gained. – Me

Some people never change. I’m not one of them. I have changed a lot over the last few months. Changes for the better. I know I post about all my changes all the time, and it’s true each time. Each time I seem to grow and change, like a butterfly who just broke free from her cocoon. I probably still have more changes to make. I know I do. But one thing I do know is that I will not shed any more tears for a lost cause. So many feelings running through me all the time. I really should take up mediation and some yoga. I think I would benefit a lot from that. Will I ever find the time? Maybe, but will I use that free time for it? Probably not. So many things I want to do and so little time. If I could forego sleep forever, that would be great. Or they could make the days longer than 24 hours, that would also be acceptable.

Things I would like to do in 2015 (in no particular order):

• Learn Spanish
• Learn to play the piano
• Be able to run at least one mile without stopping
• Do 50 push ups in one sitting
• Do 50 sit ups in one sitting
• Do 10 chin ups
• Learn to code
• Get another tattoo that I designed (just the idea, I can’t draw to save my life lol)
• Repair my credit
• Get a newer car
• Remodel the kitchen
• Replace the carpet in my house with hard floors
• Update my wardrobe
• Get down to 125
• Learn ASL

I’m sure there are more things I would like to do but this is just what comes to mind right this second. I know it is unrealistic to think I will get to all of these in 2015, but I have my list and will start crossing things off one at a time until I am finished. Either way I will be a better version of me if I could even complete just one. Got to keep moving forward and being the best me I can be.

Random rambling is done for now. Adios!